Tomorrow is the big day... and i just found out i was one of the few who get the merit award... woot... but shush i am not gonna tell my family and friends till they see tomorrow..hahaha this shall be fun...

well i am nervous and anxious to get into the real world...

Its like i am on a cliff face lookin down.. kinda daunting but i so want to just jump for it! well lets see what happens...

So i competed again today. We got third.. so one place up from last year... Its only a shame because our food was liked more and my dish got full points but other smaller infractions cut us down. That is only from the other members in the team to. So i guess i am ok with the results. The only one that i was frustrated with was our friends school was pushed into second. They deserved first. I personally think they would have gone farther in the states besides the winning team.

So i am satisfied... i want to learn more... haha

002 outs...
Awesome cooking clubs!

I finally posted something... Aren't you proud of me... well i still have no scanner so no photoshoppers yet... but well no but i need to get a scanner before i do anything... I need to find a new photoshop cause mine is dead... wont let me on anymore.. *i neglected her too long...pouts*

well one day i will be regular with my posting... until then enjoy the little that i give light too...

002 outs

Damn... I had just updated my journal but i guess it wants to keep with my dog... rour! So i will update later.. must switch this devil journal... garganchuwan!

Pudge... I want to do something active... hmmmm

not even the mood thing wants to change... rar!

My dog died over the weekend... I feel really bad... well that is all i really can and want to say right now... i just wanted to give everyone a heads up for if i am not all into it later...